destroy's blog: "†нέ΅ƒяąģιſέ΅яσċĸ"

i cry out
i hate you
stupid fucking sky
the wind laughs at me
leaves fall and
cut my skin
and my blood soaks
into the ground 

i fall for your apathy
every time
i keep running back to this
i swear i'm not addicted
it hurts to be without this pain
i crawl inside myself
and wait for you 

you have scraped out my heart
til there is nothing left of me
i'm empty
and i hate you
dont break me dont you fucking break me
i never wanted you 

everything you say
everything you do
all of it lacks emotion
my heart is broken
and it will break a million times over
for every moment you look away
i hate you
i hate you