Paper Angel's blog: "The crumbs to my oreo (aka the thoughts in my brain) :D"

I’m sorry I don’t know what for I’m just sorry

It feels like its all my fault, I’m the one responsible, I’m the one to blame

Life what is life? Life is an empty canvas, waiting to become an amazing piece of art. Every life is unique just as every picture is unique there is never a PERFECT duplicate. Life is an egg, fragile but strong. Every life has a shape a color a song.

Life holds sorrows that no person should know. The tears and the hate, they tear at our soul. If only the world were perfect. Is that what we say ? But if the world was perfect, would we be perfect too ?

If no person knew hate, if no person knew fear. Then there would be no sadness no need for a tear.

If the world was perfect we would all be alike.

Take a deep breathe let the oxygen in, now you breathe out and start to begin.

You don’t know what to say you’ve lost all your hope,

No word left behind to help you cope

Nothing inside you’ve become numb

No words left inside no words left to talk

No words left to speak

Your grip gets tighter but your growing weak

My heart is too small so l make it grow

I’m to selfish inside ,this I know

I do this in vain all that I do

Because I feel better when I try to help you

Not smart enough not skinny enough for anyone here

why would I lie I have nothing to fear

Not pretty not bright

I do what I do just to of spite

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Why am I rhyming nothing makes sense

My thoughts are stupid and my dreams are dumb

I wonder why I’m still here why I’m not done

I’m so confused about everything here

One moment I’m happy, next faceing a fear

Love is so precious and I’m glad that I’ve found

Some one like you to have a round

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I’m just here for clean up

Yeas I’m here to clean

Call me the sergeant cause to dirt I’m mean

But sometimes I wish I wasn’t a maid

All of this cleaning and I don’t even get paid!!!!

I wish I could hug you , feel you , hold your hand

Laugh with you run with you play in the sand

I want to hold you hug you kiss you know I want to love you be with you talk to you whisper in your ear wake up with you next to you make you dinner breakfast and lunch, I want to tease you joke with you LAUGH with you I want to ride with you hold your hand smell you touch you run with you walk with you grow old with you want to make memories have kids with you I want to be your best friend I want to do EVERY single thing with you I want to live with you clean with you cook with you sleep with you smile with you cry with die with you

I WANT YOU …… and only you

I love you so much I can not explain how much I love you and I wish I could because then I don’t think your smile would ever go away, I can not wait to see you I just can not wait for our life together.

Hand prints on the wall ……

I re read over everything we write thinking maybe ill catch something I didn’t the first time I will know you better I will know you more …..