If I waited, I would have missed my opportunities that I have gained.
If I waited, I would be missing out on a new life
If I waited, you wouldnt come to me when you're "ready."
Youre timing has always been way off darling, we both know this.
So I come to you, because time is not on our side this time, and I cant wait.
If you waited until you were ready, I will be 1500 miles away, and nothing will get solved.
If I waited for you, nothing would ever get said.
If you waited until you were ready, I will be past the point of waiting for you, and wouldnt want anything to do with my life here, which includes you.
If I waited to say the things I have to, they would never get said, because you're waiting.
Waiting and time isnt on our side this time. There is no more future for you and I, we both know this, but we cant wait anymore to talk, and say what we have to, and what we feel. If we waited, youd be where I was last year, and I would be where you were the entire time we were together and loving each other. We switched roles, dont you see? I know how to cope, you dont. You say Im bitter, but darling, Im the one reaching out, not waiting, and you are the bitter one who wants to wait.
Wake up, open those eyes that used to hold me with all the beauty in the world, and realize, there is no more waiting for us. And I'm not just saying that because I want to talk to you, I'm saying it because it hasnt hit you yet, that I wont be here anymore. I havent physically left yet, and it scares me that you wont even realize it until Im not around... I dont want you to have that wake up call.
So stop waiting, suck it up and deal with it.
Because if you wait any longer, Im going to stop waiting, and then you can fall on your ass, just like you let me fall. and trust me hunnie, it hurts real bad when you land on that dark cement of nothingness, when you become so bitter and hateful you dont give a shit about anyone or anything. Let me help you out, I know all about it, remember?
