I sometimes wonder why peolpe are the way they are,
I try to be nice and I try to make friends,
But all I ever get is rejection every time.
Whether it be love or friendship that I seek,
It never seems to happen--not for me at least.
I sit and I wonder, If I'll ever truly be happy,
Or will I walk around in this state I'm in,
For the rest of my days?
I wonder what is wrong with me,
that no one wants to be with me.
Whether it's love or just friendship, I can't ever find.
My heart is so caring--and definitely pure.
So what is so wrong with me, that it can"t ever work?
It hurts me so deeply--but theres no one there to care,
But if my roles were reversed I'd still be there.
Why must people be so cruel and unkind?
maybe cuz theyve been hurt, but I have been too.
Is it really to much to ask, for a true love
or true friend, that I may call mine?
BL
03/19/94
