I wish I wasnt so pathetic.
I wish I was as strong as some think I am..
I wish I didn't suffer from depression.
I wish I wasn't always drowning in despair.
I wish I were a better son and brother.
I wish I were a better friend and lover
I wish I could change my past,
But I also wish I could relive it again.
Iwish I could forget the pain,
And remember the pleasure
I wish I hadn't wasted time and emotion on the unworthy.
I wish people hadn't wasted time on me when I was unworthy.
I wish I wasn't falling apart.I wish the years would no longer fall.
I wish I wasn't forced to endure alone.
I wish that, for my mistakes, I could atone.
I wish I didn't feel empty and broken.
I wish that I didn't feel so lost without love.
I wish I still believed in hope.
I wish I believed love can heal everything.
I wish that love could be real and true.
I wish I cared enough to keep fighting.
I wish I believed in myself.
I wish I still had dreams and goals.
I wish all these wishes werent a practice in futility.
Now I only have a single wish left.
I wish to to die.
I wish to know a silent peace.
I wish...