I try to find me somewhere between euphoria and depression while this monkey still tries to squash my head. I turn you into a demon you know while playing with something I mustn’t break yet I know I will and this makes it all shallow and bitter. Or maybe I just jump again isn’t this the special ability?
I wish I could find some more hope and some more discipline but those things are not for me so I place another bet ready to lose it all and win nothing even if I win… especially if I win.