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You've left me in a mess i can't sort through the pices of lies, and parts of the truth. But none of it matters because i have left and honestly speaking, i can't catch my breath. I'm stuck in a state of tears and frustration, angered at you and the whole situation. The only escape from this mind-numbing pain is leaving the place where your memories reamain. I'm haunted by your face wherever i go. Things you would've said, i already know i can play my life as if you're still here. But when i look up, your mirage disappears. I can see your smile, but just in my mind. The reality is harsh, and lifs so unkind. Now i am left with so much i just didn't say. Yet it doesn't matter anymore for another has taken your place.
April 10th 2009
