i missed college. no joke. i missed my friends, i missed my roommate (even tho we just co-exist), i missed breakfast group, the drama, and stuff. so far, my classes seem pretty good tho wednesday and friday are gonna KILL ME. i'm takin 2 english classes (writing thru lit, and intro to shakespeare - both taught by the same person), latin american studies, and german. to be honest, i really missed my german class. a lot of the kids in my class last semester are still in my class this semester. prof. armster brought up a good point at the end of the year that made me appreciate that class and the people in it more. she told us that we were all friends, in some way or another, there wasnt fightin (much anyway), and she concluded saying "you all respect each other". it was true. outside of class, i could easily have a conversation with anyone from that class. none of them were in my dorm so it was a nice change from my seminar.
bill and i hung out today. we got him something for his physics class (a clicker?), checked mail, and got me some food. then we had a heart-to-heart talk about life in general in the common room. it was a really nice change of pace to see him again, but i was sad to hear him and his girlfriend broke up after 2 year sof dating. he's takin it well tho. we talked about a lot of stuff, and switched topics a lot. i brought up problems about my life and he suggested just takin a break from everything, from relationships, from trying to make everyone happy, and to just focus on me and making myself happy. damn his logic...i have a feeling i may follow it. we compared a lot of things and just talked. it was really nice to do that after a month of no-bill-logic.
so far, i do enjoy my classes and they promise to be busy so i may not be around a lot. i already saw i have to write a 12 page paper in latin american studies and we have to choose topics soon. i have a lot of readin this semester. no joke, i had to get like 20 books this semester.
i did see jermoarco and deonte today! they make me sooo happy! plus i saw chase and shatera and patrice and brianna! i hugged jermarco and we promised to hang out soon, and i hugge deonte and wouldnt let go. it was kinda funny, cuz i really missed him, he's such a sweet guy. sad thing is, they live about an hr from me in baltimore so i could've gone to see them anytime but jermarco's phone died and i guess deonte was busy. but it was so cute, i wouldnt let go of deonte and he hugged me and when i wouldnt let go he looks at me and says "wat's up babe?" and i was like "nothing". he was like "did u miss me?" and i was like "yea". i dunno, it was cute. he's really fun to chill with and i realized how much i missed hugging people. him and jermarco and shatero give really good hugs.
speaking of which, i need to go talk to dean curry about when i'm gonna meet wit him and i need to set up an appointment wit dr. blysma. i failed my last semester so i'm on suspension alert, meaning if i dont get a GPA over 2.0 this semester, i'm asked to leave for a year and i cant go on the cologne trip. :(
everyone did more exciting things than me over break. cept bill. he sat around like i did! whoot!
i hope to see angela tonight, maybe kyle, i dunno. i dont want this to be another boring friday night. i wanna get out and DO stuff! i was waiting on brandon but it seems like he's a lost cause, lol. but i may rally deonte and jermarco tonight, maybe ask them to bring other people too. i dunno wat i wanna do, i heard sigma nu was open tonight. the eonly ones i have to stay away from are Figi and the football frat (they have too many run ins wit police).
wish me luck!
~ace~
