bacardicoke's blog: "Fucked Up"

So other than the 35 days in May that I was losing my mind and begged him not to contact me... We haven't gone more than a week without seeing each other. I can't help it... I love him like I never have loved anyone. I am a better person when he is in my life, whatever the circumstance. 

I'm not going to let this get too serious too fast though. Although, he is already questioning me if I don't answer or call back. I think that is kind of funny. :) 

So we will just have to see where this goes..... I won't give up any dates or anything. And I won't let myself get too wrapped up in his world. I have to maintain my own separate life for a while. 

I can't believe it has been 6 months, 24 days. Yikes....