WELL... I feel like shit... I'm going back to the ER this weekend... either tonight or tomorrow... Last time they did a great job and all but couldn't REMOVE the gallbladder cuz of some infection or some crazy crap... so, they set me up with a surgeon... well, he requires 1/2 of the money up front... I'm not gonna pay out 3500 to remove an organ... hell, that should be ILLEGAL!!! Fuck, i could have someone on the black market PAY ME to remove my organs... JEEZ... damn not having insurance... So, i've kinda let it go hoping it would get better, or way worse so they'd have no choice but to take it out... well it's gotten way worse... i've had the runs for 3 weeks now... hardly been able to eat anything... dizzy, feel like puking, IN PAIN.... so fuck it... I'm going back... and so help me god if they refer me to a surgeon i'm gonna raise some serious hell!!! I just can't keep dealing with this shit... it's painful damnit!! I've spent the past 3 days asleep, almost literally... cuz i'm sooo freaking sick... i don't know what else to do... i mean, i can't take it out myself or i would!! TRUST ME!!! BLEH... oh well, anyhow... just figure I'd update everyone on my mini'crisis... i know there's a lot worse things going on in the world... but to me, this SUCKS!!! Much love to you all...
