I know that I said… You can tell me anything
I know that I said… I will be your friend no matter what you say to me
I know that I said… You can count on me being there for you
I know that I said… That I love you even though I tried so hard not too
I know that I said… I miss you, even though I’ve never been with you to miss you
I know that I said… You’re the only one I care about
What I didn’t know was how hurt I would be, knowing you are with someone else
What I didn’t know was how hurt I would be, knowing I can’t give you what you need
now
What I didn’t know was how hurt I can be not feeling your love back
What I don’t know is how high your walls truly are
What I didn’t count on was how fast I DID fall in love with you
What I didn’t count on was how hurt my heart felt seeing someone say they were yours
What I didn’t count on was how I can’t stop thinking of you
What I didn’t count on was how much you really do mean to me
What I didn’t count on was how easily you can put a smile on my face
I want to be the one that makes you feel wanted and loved
I want to be the one who makes you glad to be alive
I want to be the one you wake up to and fall to sleep seeing
I want you to be the one I come home to
I want your love, and THAT is something I can’t count on
For what I didn’t think about was your needs
For I am the selfish one that loves you and wants your love in return
Silly me for thinking….
