So many wasted years on tasted tears
The books I read to clear my thoughts
Dreams I faked to prove myself wrong
Where do we start and when will I forgive
Too much plans to decide the hate for love
A window of truth closed just because
In a moment of morbid bliss I sigh
Not sure if I saw a ghost
But she seemed so real
Talking, flaunting, teasing
Asking, begging, save her
I can't reach the moon for the stars
I can't see the forest for the trees
I beg God please
I have sinned kill my thoughts
Erase this pain to pleasure in vain
I joined the sheep unaware
I am now idle and I no longer care
My being is being torn
Like a woman in a fisting porn
I rip at my flesh to escape reality
But all I do is bleed
With teeth I cry to the wicked of faith
Release this yearn
Help me learn....
The truth of what?
All that can be
What has gone is past and now we are future
Creating past for the present to sense the future
Add the victims and we are all still here
Now
What is real
What is fake
MTV=STD but we still call to rate
Sunglasses and turtle wax
Big Cars and cell phones
All I need is a Peace of Mind
But I can't control my words
I am blind with sight and sores
Abort this clinic of thought
Set it on fire
Bomb it with hate and tell me I am fake
Sickness is my power
Love is.....
I can't seem to bare, I swear Love is...
Love is evil and pure
Pure as water in the Nile
Evil as walking 10,000 miles
Just to make you smile....
I close this book and have a sip of death...
One last breath....
