i failed at life icant do anything right i at this moment is crying thinking of how i really screwed up my life i am struggling to survive i let my teeth fall out cause im a stupid idiot ever since i was molested i wore something humiliating to bed to protect myself i still live with mom how stupid is that i have become an alcoholic even though i havent drank in over 2 weeks the only true friends i have are in studio 54 and pimpin and i aprreciate all of the m but in real life i cant find the right one for me im shy bashful and the ladies around my area laugh at me and judge me for what i look like i really cant control my self anylonger
