I dont know maybe im taking things wayyyyyy to much to heart but ...here it goes
recently my best friend from Wv came to visit... well i thought she had a great time... but now after reading her blogs and what not (due to boredom) im feeling she didnt have a good enough time...granted there isnt much to do around here... and the whole time she was here it was either too hot to go do something (like walk somewhere or whatnot) or it was raining... which really bothered me cuz i wanted to go see the Spooklight but considering it would have been the first time going with out someone who knew where they was going it would have been a total mess and i didnt want to take the chance of going out there and personally getting lost... i guess im over reacting and just worrying to much... i do however that since she has left i have felt totally empty because for once i had someone here to talk to and to just have fun and be silly with... as much as i hate to say it.. she is my ONLY friend that i have... besides my husband but its just not the same....
i hate nights like this..when my mind starts going full throttle.... and i start to worry....
anyways.. hope everyone is having a wonderful night!