PhiloNerd's blog: "Random things"

A Drowning

It's the glare from the reflection
Making patterns in your eyes
It's the looking back in anger
With every second slipping by

Undertow has come to take me
Guided by the blazing sun
Look at everything around us
Look at everything we've done.

Please anyone
I don't think I can, save myself
I'm drowning here please, anyone
I don't think I can, save myself
I'm drowning here please anyone
I don't think I can, save myself
I'm drowning here please, anyone
I don't think I can, save myself

There's a tiny little window
Swarms of locusts fill the sky
Maybe I just disappear, If I can
Keep my head above the tide.

Please, anyone
I don't think I can, save myself
I'm drowning here please, anyone
I don't think I can, save myself
I'm drowning here please, anyone
I don't think I can, save myself
I'm drowning here please, anyone
I don't think I can, save myself

The Space In Between

All our blood lying on the floor
Sense the crowd expecting something more
Opened up, proudly on display
What we tried so hard to hide away

Blinding light illuminates the scene
Try to fill "The Spaces In Between"

Arms entwined in a final pose
Narrative drawing to a close
Still remain the things we couldn't kill
In your eyes I can see it still

How we choose the framing of the scene
Hate begins to spill across the screen

Blinding light illuminates the scene
Try to fill The Spaces in Between

Fur Lined

I can feel it taking hold
Now I am an animal
Now I am a chemical
Once again
And you caught me through the crack
Everything is right on track
I am never coming back
Again and again and again

Everything 
Everything is echoing
Is this really happening?
Again and again and again

Close enough to feel the flame
I can push it through the pain
And it was everything
Again and again and again

I don't want to lose control
I am just an animal
Just a fucking chemical
Once again and again and again

Everything 
Everything is echoing
Is this really happening?
Again and again and again

Everything 
Everything is echoing
I keep coming back again
Again and again

Parasite

Yes, I can feel you
Yes, I believe
Yes, you can have me
Yes, I can bleed

Parasite

Yes, now I need you
You soothe my mind
Yes, you have shown me
You stupefy

Parasite

Get it? Understand? Please?