1. Honestly, what is your worst habbit?
Procrastination
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
baby steps towards a more honest life
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
IMing
5. Honestly, who are your best friends?
C, R, B, M, K, A, T
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Not today, no.
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My sister. We hadnt talked for over a month cuz we had a spat over money. I hate business with family. I missed her and am glad we are talking again.
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
not really.
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
Me and my cowardice.
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
no
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
all my life. Emotional eater, binge eating.
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
not really, cuz I look like shit
14. Honestly are you keeping a big secret now?
Always. There are always big secrets in my life.
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
no
17. Honestly, are you in denial?
yeah, but I think I know about most of the denial I am in.
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?
no
19.Honestly, do you like anyone?
Like crushes?? mmm yeah...
20. Honestly, does anyone like you?
Not really.
Anger Section
1. What do you do when you're mad?
I go utterly silent
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Cut someone entirely out of my life unfairly.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yeah. I have.
4. Do you swear when you're mad?
yes, but I dont yell.
Crying Section
1. When was the last time you actually cried?
Last week watching a documentary about Catholic Priests molesting kids. I cried when this old man talked about loosing his faith in god after his daughter was raped. His rage and pain reminded me so much of my dad right before he died.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
several times
3. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes.
4. What usually makes you cry?
Being deeply dissapointed in myself. Lost love. Deep anger.
Happy Section
1. Are you usually a happy person?
I dont know. I think I am becoming happier. Does that count?
2. What makes you the happiest?
Seeing the people I care about happy. Loosing weight. Getting healthier.
3. Do you believe in yourself?
Depends on the day. Some days I believe I can do just about anything, other days I am a disgusting monster and it is near impossible to get out of bed.
4. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
It very rarely happens. When it does, it feels good, but I can't help feeling like inside my head a voice says "you are so sweet for telling me that lie"
