Hello everyone. Although I know no one will ever read my blogs, I'm writing this one for me. The holiday season is begining to be a tuff season for me and my family. A few years a go I lost my grandmother right after New Years. Last year at this time I lost my grandfather. Now today I lost an uncle. It's really hard to stay in a festive mood when you are also reminded that love ones have left you. I know that they are gone to a better place but that doesn't make it any easier. You see; I believe that when a love one dies, a little bit of us dies also. You'll never get that part of you back again. Now, I'm the first to tell people that one must move on with one's life but I will never tell them that they'll get over it. I've never gotten over any of the deaths of people close to me and I never will. I just learn to deal with it and move on with life because I know that they would not want me to stop living. Any way, that's all I have to get off my chest, and I truly wish you "Happy Holidays".