I feel like crap today...I feel like puking my guts out...maybe it will make me feel better lol..anyways I hate when i get sick because all i do is sleep and then all I wanna do is cuddle with someone...be held in someones arms and be kissed...how sappy right?? lol yeah maybe but thats just how im feeling. I kind of miss my ex aaron, it ended kind of bad but i do miss talking to him and cuddling with him. I think I miss the talking more...go figure lol. I just wanna have a decent conversation with a decent guy you know...psshh im hating this "i feel sorry for myself" feeling..it fucking sucks....Im a proud ass female and I dont need a guy to make me happy but damn having one in my life would be kinda great right now....*sigh* oh well......
