darkstorm's blog: "venting"

Isn’t it kinda funny how history has a habit of repeating it self. Not to long ago I started talking to a friend I had not seen in several years. It was like old times again; when she needed to vent or talk I was there. No matter what time it was, 2 a.m., 7 a.m., 2 p.m. it didn’t matter. Now just like last time I was there for her and it didn’t matter what time of day it was. If she had a problem I was always there. She always told me if I needed anything to get a hold of her, which I almost never did. I’m the kinda of person who will not burden my friends with my problems, that’s just the way I am. This time I have really opened up to her and she has been there to let me vent, talk or whatever. Then she met someone and that’s when things started to change. It went from just talking to can you lend me some money, or can you get this or that for us. I finally after a while I said “ no I can’t.” then in a matter of about a week or so I get a call from her say that I wasn’t being the friend I was supposed to be. To make a long story, the same friend is back in the picture and almost t he same shit is happening, only this time I needed to talk to  my friend about a family member having to go to the hospital( thankfully nothing serious). I saw that she was online, so I I.M. her and all of a sudden she went offline (not once but 3 times within about 3 hours). I’ve tried to call her and I’ve emailed and all I’ve got nothing in return. Makes me wonder if I should write her off again or see what happens.