Heart break i fucking hate it. i wish i didnt have to deal with it. but no matter what we have to deal with it. one thing that is heart breaking is being away from the one i love to death for so long. Another thing that is really breaking my heart is the whole situation i am having with my brother. I want to be apart of my brother's life very much. i feel like i was forced into making a choice i didnt have to make. but whatever my brother doesnt got how hurt i am by it.