Try as I might I can't get free
Of this despair surrounding me
Wavering 'tween love and hate
Uselessly cursing at my fate
Can't you see how bad things are?
Each day my heart bears one more scar
Your selfishness just sickens me
Just how heartless can you be?
Caring only about yourself
Everyone else put on a shelf
Left to languish and gather dust
Filling me with such disgust
Not only for you but myself as well
For letting you lead me to this hell
For staying where I am not wanted
By memories forever haunted...
Copyright V.A.R.D. 2006