Spirits soar through the sky
Dreams passing Idly by
No one who passes seems to care
That Im crying in dispair
My heart shatters into small portions
My face all wet with distortions
My hair let down in the way
Hoping it will muffle what I say
Its not like I can love again
Though I did, I don’t remember when
It was in the past, sometime ago
Maybe one day my true smile will show
I dont know what it means to be happy
Every chance I might get just passes by me
So in my dispair and pain Im left alone
No more love or passion will I be shown
Distanced in mind from the crowd that gathers about
Not realizing that I began to scream and shout
Gazing upon my dampened face with worried eyes
Everyone thats circled I began to dispise
Why would they gaze at my torment
Or wonder why my time was badly spent
Its not like they cared until long after
Becasue all I ever heard was mocking laughter
But why should they care now, after its all done
Its happened and where’s the sun
Its hidden behind the dark clouds in the sky
That Through I once loved to fly
The stars that shimmer at night
Are no longer visible to my sight
The rain has put a damper on my day
Becasue its only in my way
Still gathered wondering why I cry
But disappointed when every possibility I deny
I wont tell anyone what it is that ails me
See, cause even if they knew they’d never really see
No more allowing anyone to get close to my heart
For I know all they would do is rip it apart
So Im going to ignore everyone and more
Maybe then I can be happy just like before
Though I still have my doubt
I guess all I can do is wait to find out
Hopefully my theory is correct, and Im okay
Only then can I once again see the light of day
So on with my healing process
No more pain will I surpress
Its finally gone, This pain and agony
Im finally free to show the real me...
