Bleeding heart full of pain
tears are flowing down like rain
manic thoughts of perpetual lies
devistating moans and thunder cries
Rivers of doubt flood my mind
no escape no solice to find
forever stuck in a desperate hole
that ravishes my mind and my soul
tearing away at all that I feel
can't get away from this pain that's so real
Heart on fire from every fear
face is drenched with loveless tears
can I trust what they say do they really care
should I believe it all , my heart should I bare
or stay locked up forever inside
away from it all I cry and hide
this isn't how it all should be
I should be a happier me