I see the pictures in my mind
I hide the pain behind my smile
Anger in my eyes stabbing back at you
What you have done will stay inside me
Take away the pain and leave me empty
A shell with nothing to cling to
I feel every barb, hate every word
These feelings make me suffer
Never saw a reason to feel this, I just do
Force myself to live through this
I'm afraid to stay here, alone
Darkness feeds on my fear
I look for the light at the end of the tunnel
It's warmer here, safer in the thorns
Part of me wants to end this
Half of me wants to stay where it's warm
