Your little almost lifeless body lays here on my chest,
With your gaze long gone from this life,
Your breath so shallow & slow,
As I hold you close within my embrace,
I pet your tiny body softly,
The pain in my heart grows deeper with every second that passes by,
You nudge my chin with your tiny little head,
As you cry out to me with the softest voice,
Just before you take your last breath,
I shake my head screaming... no you can't go!!!
The tears then flow like a thunder storm down my cheeks,
Staining them with the sorrow and loss,
I continue to hold your lifeless body to mine not wanting to let go,
I look down upon your angelic face,
My words whisper softly & full of pain,
My lil guy I love you so much!
I don'know why you have been taken from me,
I know I will never fully understand,
Just know my lil friend,
In my heart you will always be,
Now you are at peace,
Your body not in pain,
I place a kiss upon your lil head,
And whisper good-bye my sweet lil man,
I will see you again someday,
But never soon enough,
At least I have pictures to look upon,
And smile upon the memory of your sweet face,
I miss you already,
Wish you were still here with me,
All I can is... I love you always my lil man.