birdie QUEEN of the Island of MISFIT TOYS's blog: "Big Bro"

You can call me names on here..

That I need to get a life..

But till you walk in my shoes..

Don't judge me..

My life has become working a lot of hours..

And when I get home..

Watching the greatest woman slip away before My eyes..

The woman who used to kiss my boo boos to make them feel better..

But I can't kiss her boo boos to make them better now..

The one who will always be my best friend that I shared my secrets with..

Used to watch dance with my dad for no reason at all..

But now struggles to remember him..

I catch myself losing my patience with her so often..

As she looks confused at me way too many times..

I walk into the next room and cry every time this happens as I realize she can't help it..

This place has become my way of excaping way too much over the last 7 years..

Dealing with many personal struggles..

I can hide here and pretend that the world is all sunshine and lollipops..

Even if it's just for a few minutes here and there..

This is just another one of them..

And they'll be many more to come..

Yeah I know..

I need to get a life..

But if it makes you feel better to message me..

Using unkind names and words..

Glad I could help you feel like you're better than me..

And much more special..

But think about this..

You're here too..

Maybe you should get a life..