Searching for a genuine existence
I'm starting to wonder if I missed it
A life with a purpose
Something deeper that just what is on the surface
I used to trust my sense of direction
But I got blinded by deception
Waiting for something worth while
Who knows, maybe I am just in denial
Sometimes none of this seems real
Including the way I feel
Questions with no answers
Wondering if I should just give up on my desires
Head barely above water
My strength starting to falter
Screaming but does anybody hear this
Starting to believe I will never find a genuine existence