Yesterday I did my monthly weigh in and measurements at the gym. I wasn't too happy that I only lost 2 lbs in a month and a couple inches on certain parts of my body. I know that I'm mostly doing weights there and I need to do more cardio. I need to go out and walk more. I've only done that a couple times this month. I was just hoping that I would of seen some more improvement.
I always go to the gym 3 days a week. Even if it's only 45 minutes there, including stretching. I guess I'll have to push myself more. I do watch what I eat. Every now and then I'll spoil myself with something. Not a crime to treat yourself with something. Right?
Today at work, I was stuck working with all guys and all day they just blabbed about how they liked this one girl at work and this girl and that girl. And you know what they all have in common? They're skinny.
I still don't get why some guys drool all over this one chick and she's a total bitch. She thinks she's the african version of Paris Hilton. She's a fucking barbie doll and treats other chicks like shit if they're not like her...yet, guys still love her. Fucking annoying.
I went to the gym right after work today. I really didn't want to because I was hella tired and sore, but since I Didn't go on Tuesday, I made myself go.
Sigh... why is it being so hard for me to lose weight? Those that read this, I hide a lot in my photos so you can't really tell how big I am. Yeah ,people see me as thick, but I see myself more than that. My goal is to lose 40-50lbs. 50 lbs is my goal.
I just got to keep working....ugh
