ok so recently my life of friends was ripped apart..
my best friend an i are no longer talking , my other friend just moved away with another one of my friends which leaves me with 3 people to talk to out here now...
I think the one friend that moved away was talking shit for me an the other girl not to talk anymore kinda like the whole " i want everyone to my self kinda thing"
ive left it alone now for a while an when i was trying to make some kinda of a effort after all the shit the one just had to keep making it worse... ugh think its all bullshit an that if the one really knew me like she should she would know i would have never done anything to hurt her but oh well i guess eh its still a loss.