im so sick of having a seizure again.
almost everything i do now.
if i think of something stressful...if i work too much.
or if it just happens out of nowhere.
it happens.
i want to rip someone's head off.
but its only me to deal with it.
no one there to next to me.
no one to be there or whatever else that would help me out.
just me.
and thats how its always going to be.
so why even talk about it or write about it?
its not goig to help.
except fill up a blog about this fcuked up condition.
screw it!