Rage.
The urge to punch something until my hand bleeds.
Then watch the ruddy red color run down the wall and just laugh insane.
Eyes so open and wild, uncaring and scared like an animal caught.
Scratch anyone who comes near me and bite them hard.
Run away and just scream to "Leave me be, it isn't you!"
There is something inside me, clawing to get out.
A darkness I have kept hidden for years. Why now? Why must she even be part of me?
I stare in a mirror and there is that woman again, staring back with such hatred.
Darkness in her eyes, obsidian shards, hair falling in front of her face, bloody nail marks trailing down her cheeks.
Lips split and chapped, eyes bruised. Blood dripping off her like raindrops onto the ground.
She goes to scream but nothing comes out. She has no voice. Yet she silently speaks the words 'Release Me'.
Then all she does is grin, grin with insanity and anger.
I have taken in too many tears, healed and helped too long those who cried.
Now she is here, wanting to destroy anything she touches.
Wishing to rip to shreds all of my haunted memories with her long pointed nails.
Abuse.
Destruction.
Hate.
Lonely.
Envy.
Jealousy.
Obsession.
Frustration.
Empty.
Death.
Anger.
Sadness.
Ignorance.
Silence.
All the emotions and scars one tries to hide from the world, comes out into one creature.
Me.....
