Hello you goodbye me I need too get away from this feeling so you take over ill go away.
Who would mind anyway.
I don’t need to be all I want is to be set free
I’m entrapped in my own body.
I fight but I lose maybe this is what I choose.
It must be my fault all the bad things that have happened
All the people who came and went.
It has too be me I’m the one to blame I feel so much shame.
Its like I disappeared went some where else during those times.
I wanted to say no but I couldn’t get out.
I felt weak in the knees and wanted to scream this isn’t me.
But maybe just maybe I deserve this consist nagging in my mind.
My heart has fall and broken so many times.
All I want is to not care this I have tried.
It seems I trust to much think maybe just maybe if I give them what want they will stay around.
But hey not everyone stays mostly they all leave any way I cant keep you your not mine.
Even if you were id chase you away after time.
You don’t want me you don’t need me trust me.
I’ve redone things that I hate I feel like I try hit home run but I barely make it off the plate.
So please don’t want me don’t need me don’t oh my gosh if anything don’t love me.
I beg this please because I cant give you what you want I suck at putting up a front so just leave like I know you will.