I dont know where I am in life,
and I dont know what to think,
My life is constantly changing,
Nothing makes sense to me;
One day i can be smiling,
For some reason God only knows,
The next day I am Crying,
telling myself I must let go;
This on and off Depression,
is beating me with ease,
I cant force myself to Smile no more,
the pain is killing me;
I try to tell myself,
It is all just a dream,
Tomorrow ill wake up,
and Ill go back to being me;
But it never truly happens,
I wake up and its all the same,
Another worthless day in my life,
full of false happiness and pain