The hate inside the pain of pride, the anger of denial
your words of spite, it hurts your right, but I hide behind a smile
the anger runs deep, a river so sweet, but payback taste so bitter
the sparks ignite, from your insight, yes I am a quitter
there is no denying, I'm no longer trying, I admit I've lost myself
and the pity sounds, but the pity drowns, in my own thoughts I dwell
Chorus-You want the truth, from me to you, I know that I have failed
And yes im scared, and unprepared, I know that I'm not stable-end chorus
Heavy are the wings, that misery brings, my soul it settles down
the harsh truth stings, in the midst of things, as the blow goes low
The face of a man, you cant understand, whos depths youll never reach
Whos feelings been burnt, but still never learnt, yet has the power to teach
a brutal game of honesty and all this shit is sprung on me, faith is fading fast,
deep down I see, I lie to me, reliving in the past
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The unseen truth is failed proof a clusterfuck of rage
a failed attempt, I've held in contempt, the constant turn of page
when something good comes, I turn and I run, afraid of what it may be
I run and I hide from damaged pride, it darkly seeps through me
and the feelings have feel, while claiming this hell, the thoughts they eternally burn
a fury unleashed, a demonous treat, eating away each turn
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The truth be told, the tale unfolds, my failure is evident
in the heart of the fire, my feelings retire, with no traceable presences
with no shame and remorse, life takes its course, my dreams fade to black
my failure is final, no longer in denial, and it will never be back
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Dustin B. Unrath 11/10/08
