MFKN Raistlin's blog: "Shirak"

So there has been this guy in my life for a really long time now, but I have never really gotten to know him. I think I even knew him when I was 24 and worked with his mom. I know I knew him at 27 when he became friends with my brother. He used to call me, and annoy me asking for help on his video game. haha I really started having short conversations with him back in 2012, but he was always my brother's friend, so it never got deep or went anywhere.

However recently my brother has not had a phone, so I have been messenger boy for this guy. In the process, I have started actually having conversations with him, and we have hung out a few times now. Just me and him. The last one was a wo night sleepover. He slept on the couch, and I slept in a mattress beside the couch. I literally woke up in the middle of the night, and the first thing I saw were his eyes looking down at me from the couch. People tell me that is creepy, but I sort of like it since it is one of the sexiest people in this state, and also one of the sweetest, He always seems eager to please. One night he kept briging my popsicles, and yes I resisted the urge to deeo throat it. haha

I guess the thing for me is that he is someone that can cheer me up, make me smile, and forget anything or anyone that has me feeling down. It has also been proved twice now that I am incabable of being mean to him. Well I act differently around him in stressfull situations is all, but still cool. I know he does not dote on my brother like he does with me. I also like that. He just makes me smile and makes life worth living.

Now sure how or what to think. I know I am having fun so it is prolly best to keep doing what I am doing for now. Any thoughts on his eyes watching me sleep, or the other things are welcome.  He told me to call him sometime, so guess I will do that when I have a day off. ;