here is everything thats on my mind right now that keeps stressing me out : #1 being used by so called friends they always asked for rides and money but never returns the favor i feel like im getting stepped on #2 wherre are the real friends i cant seem to find friends around here all people around here does now is drugs and bugularies it seems all the nice people are gone a lot of people around here are rude make fun a of the way i look the way i talk #3 i keep problems botrtled up i cant find a good person to talk to i tried to talk my so called friends and they laugh at me and call me names how can i ignore them when everyones saying stuff all at one time# 4 wishing to find the special someone in my life im very shy and bashful afraid to talk to females i can talk over the internet but face to face i blank out (well at least i completed my online course and now just waiting for my diploma) #5 i cant seem to save money im in debt for the rest of my life because of some bullshit 15 years ago now i have a judgment against my paycheck comeon now that was 15 years ago i hhope to findd some real friends soon i know i have a few here and i appreciate that
