sometimes i look out there and seem like i always empty or i just havent found it. many times i have felt this way and alot of times i wish there was someone there there honestly would not care about how crazy my shit on my mind is. if there was someone there to hold me or hug me or anything like that when times come along then that could be something special to me. everytime before i speak i feel that maybe it could be something wrong or blown the wrong way where i know someone could be affected by it or hurt by it . but many things i say and about what i express is just basicly coming from me and noone else. im sure that atleast one person can have a someone to go to about these things and may have an answer or something to build off of instead of running other things in mind and less stress you have to put on before the end of the day.