1.My most recent ex is... no comment lol
2. I should learn to...love myself more
3. I love... too much
4. People would say that I am... a crazy bitch?
5. I don't understand...why things must b so damn complicated
6. When I wake up in the morning... im feelin like p diddy? lol
7. I lost.... my heart and my mind
8. Life is... a never ending roller coaster ride that u sumtimes wanna spew chunks from.. just sayin lol
9. My past taught me... to forgive and forget to love everyday to move on and to hold on tight
10. I get annoyed when..... people underestimate me
11. Parties are...the past
12. I wish... fook wishes i want action
13. Dogs and cats... are cute as hell but i love dogs more
14. My childhood pet... was a goldfish named herbie lol
15. Tomorrow is...just another day
16. I have a low tolerance for... stupid people
17. If I had a million dollars... id move far away from here
18. I'm terrified of... losing myself
19. I've come to realize... people will hurt u those u love will let u down u will b lied to and theres no such thing as perfect
20. I am listening to...the tv echo in my empty house
21. I talk...all the time ... i hate uncomfortable silence
22. My first kiss... must have sucked cuz i dont remember it lol
23. Love is... hard to find simple to keep but easy to lose
24. Marriage is... when i figure it out i'll let u kno
25. Somewhere, someone is thinking... why the hell did i just do that?
26. I'll always be... my crazy real as hell blunt smartass shit talkin loveable sumtimes crazy awesome self
27. The last time I really cried was... i cry often anymore ... damn shame
28. My cell phone is... in my pocket with text messages on it i dont wanna answer ...
29. Before I go to bed... i still say my prayers
30. My middle name...joi.. laugh and i'll kill u
31. Right now, I''m wondering... u dont wanna kno wat goes on in my mind lol
32. Today I... was thankful
33. Tomorrow I will be... kickin myself for wat i didnt do today
34. I really want to... u dont want to kno that either... next question
35. The person most likely to re-post this is... no one lol cuz no one reads this shit lol
36. The person least likely to re-post this is...who cares ... if they dont wanna o well
37. My relationship with my grandparents... i only have 1 left and i love her to death
38. My most treasured possession is... the good things i remember
39. My favorite pictures... too many to name
40. I sing... all the damn time
41. If I was a crayon... id b blue ...
42. Someday I want to travel... anywhere with a beach and sunshine
43. I am wearing... a smile lol
44. My favorite vacation was... my last trip with my dad b4 he died
45. My favorite holiday... christmas ... till the fists start flyin lol
46. I get sad when I... anymore its too often to tell
47. I'd rather be... someone else right now
48. My profile picture was taken... messin with my cam then sumone made me pretty
49. I need... sumone to prove to me that everything isnt a lie
50. I am... a complete and total jumble of so many things that u will never understand
Sumthing my momma once told me that never made much sense till now.... She said that every once in awhile we all have to take stock of ourselves. The life we lead the company we keep those we choose to hold on to and the ones we let go. Have we said enough or too much... Our minds can become so filled with useless clutter... Past hurts lost chances grudges doubts fears ... That it takes up the room that was ment for happiness tears through pain confidence and inner beauty that has been stored too long. Because when we take stock and clear the unwanted things... It makes room for wats worth keeping wats worth passing on and allows the world to see wat was there all along... I guess when i was younger and thought this made no sense the clutter was small... Its time to take stock and rid myself of excess unnessesary clutter... Yeah i really am gettin old... Thank god..
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Now you understand Just why my head's not bowed. I don't shout or jump about Or have to talk real loud. When you see me passing It ought to make you proud. I say, It's in the click of my heels, The bend of my hair, the palm of my hand, The need of my care, 'Cause I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Maya Angelou |
.... well it astounds me sumtimes how selfish and self centered people can b but fubar seems to b able to show that side of people regularly... which is sad as hell to me...case in point.. my very best friend just had a birthday and out of the hundreds of people that call him their friend only a few of us did anything for him for his bday... do u have any idea how disgusting that is? this man makes bday salutes buys vips and blasts and bling packs for all his close friends on their bday but they couldnt even do a damn thing for him. i would have done more then i did if he would have let me but of course he wouldnt lol. now mind u im not 1 that buys into all the fubar bullshit anyways because lets face it ur payin money for pictures and points and nuthin thats real but still it would have shown that u cared at least a lil about sumone other then urself ... sumone who's been there for u when ur man hurt u or let u down or u needed sumone to talk to or sumone just to make u smile... he's been there .. so where were u? and i would bet money that every last one of u will b surprised when he doesnt hit u up comment u show u love or answer u when u try and talk to him and you'll say wat an asshole but maybe u should stop and think about this...friendship is a 2 way street and it cant always be about ur own wants and needs. i love keno just because he is who he is ... not because of anything he has done for me (which is so much i could never pay him back) i would still love him even if he never did another thing for me. because he is my best friend and he has been there for me when no one else gave a shit. he never turned his back on me and he still was my friend even after i was a stupid bitch and because of dumb shit and other peoples stupid drama i turned my back on him. but thats just the type of person he is. and it hurts my heart to see alot of that dying in him because of stupid bitches that are so self centered and hateful that that they would hurt him or use him (and i swear to all u dumb bitches... hurt my best friend and it'll b the end of u)but yano wat ... ur loss becuz ur missin out. ok i think ive ranted enough ... <3 u dorkface :)