WiTcHy KiTTeN's blog: "Poetry"

I'm sorry if I dissapointed you...

Not the woman you wanted me to be

..not beautiful enough..thin enough..

Not the mother you all expect me to be

..to leniant..not stern enough.

Not the friend you all thought I should be

..not around enough..cant help enough

Not the lover you expected me to be.

..too passionate ..too emotional.

Not the daughter you thought I would be

..not responsible enough..not smart enough

Its ok though because I'm disappointed in myself...

Not the person I thought I was..

Not the person I expected myself to be.

I've tried to hard to make everyone happy

and all i've done is manage to disappoint everyone in everyway

I lost sight in who I was..what I need to be for myself

I cannot be everything to everyone.  I'm simply me.

I need help sometimes too..

I have stresses like everyone else..

I struggle to keep my head above water..

I wear too many hats and dont ask for help..

I cry myself to sleep almost every night..

I break...just like everyone else.