life keeps coming at my so fast right now. so many decisions, so many consequences, so many things beginning and ending, all at once. things are wierd right now. i have so many things that i want to change, but where do i start? and how do i change them? how do i get from point a to point b? do i take option 1, 2 or 3? or do i skip point b and go straight to point c? i've met some people that have made me happy recently. i'm glad that i have them as friends. i've lost a few friends as well, but there's not much i can really do about it, but remember that when one thing ends something better always begins. seasons change and people come and go, it's nature. the only thing i can possibly do about that is just not care. if people don't like me, it's not my loss. i hate to seem self-centered, but there are times that call for it in order to survive... in order to be positive.
i just want to say thank you guys for being supportive of me and trying to cheer me up. you guys are awesome. you know who you are; thank you for being my friends.
i'm off to take a nap before i must watch my friends kids.
