ausfall's blog: "ღ Poetry ღ"

Night's go by with tear soaked pillows,
Wanting nothing more than to know why,
Never experianced such a sorrow,
I begged God answer me why you had to die.

Doesn't he understand you were my protector?
Doesn't he understand you kept me going?
Doesn't he understand you were my only brother?
Nothing I can do to stop these tears from flowing.

You were straightening up your life,
You told me you were ready to start a family,
You've made it through so much strife,
Then everything was ripped out of grasp suddenly.

Did I ever tell you how much I love you?
Did I ever once tell you how proud I was of you?
Did I ever mention on how much I looked up to you?
And did I ever mention how I would have given up if it wasn't for you?

Down deep I know you're in a better place,
I also know I'll never be able to hug you,
That I'll never see your smile on your face,
But all I want you to know bubby is that I'll always miss, and love you.

ღ Dedicated to my only brother who I lost on August 28th. 2008 from an enlarged heart. ღ