I have decided not to be around this site as much as I have been over the last 8 weeks. It is seriously driving me crazy and I can't afford to get any crazier at present. Each day I come on here and it depresses me a little more, I need a change of scenery and a good kick up the arse. I am also back up the hospital tomorrow, so hopefully I will have news that might actually cheer me up.
I need space and time to sort things out not only in my head but in my life. I am not deleting, i'm not even saying that I won't be here on a daily basis, just not so many damn hours.
I just want to let you know that i'm not ignoring you all. I just need a little time and space to chill.
I feel like i've lost the funnies :(
Most of you have me on FB .... not that I go on their a lot either at present due to the fact that everyone is getting nursing jobs and it should have been me too, so yeah, it depresses me even more.
Some of you have me on yahoo ... errrr, knock, knock, I am there I just show offline all the time due to some arseholes.
Anyway, I don't love you any less ... I just need a break from the crud!