Oh, God! Can you hear my cry?
Can you hear my soul screaming,
Begging for mercy from the
Agony of the broken heart!
Time after time after time,
Knowing no happiness, knowing no love,
Knowing only misery, loneliness,
And an endless river of tears...
Crying turns to waling, and waling
Turns to silence as the voice gives way
To where only the soul can be heard screaming....
The screams of agony inside the mind
Can be deafening...
No relief, an endless cycle of games,
Cowardice, and excuses--
What did I do to deserve this?
Please! I beg for mercy! I fall down to my knees
In my river of silent tears!
I beg forgiveness for all sins,
But especially those sins that has brought me this pain--
I beg for release! I beg for your mercy! I beg for your pity!
I beg your forgiveness!
I long for the day when you put your hand on my head and say
"You are forgiven, my child! You will be granted not only mercy, but Happiness and peace. Your pain, loneliness and suffering are over--
Go now with the love I have sent to you. Go and be happy, and live your Lives together under me, and you will be eternally blessed."