I need to ride the wave, feel the highs and the lows
Repressed emotions hurt, I have to expose
The only way I can, is to write what I feel
That way I can release, and begin to heal
Shout it from the rooftops, nobody hears
Makes no difference, no answer appears
Just an echo that rebounds, knocks me off my feet
So I throw in the towel, I admit defeat
I dont need to be heard, I am alright on my own
Come this far myself, can do the rest alone
I let myself weaken, put my faith into you
I knew at the time it was dangerous to do
I'm taking back a part of me, just for a while
Until I can get settled, I'm not that verstaile
I need to lick my wounds, put my heart on hold
Until I feel more secure, my feelings are controlled.
11/27/06