Gonna be a Momma's blog: "Sick Sad Little World..."

I sit and contemplate what to do next where do I go from here? What will I do with this I sit and contemplate with this blade so sharp so fresh It cuts deep into the skin only to shed the tears only to feel the pain only to mend the fears I sit and contemplate what will I do where will I go How will it show? I sit with this blade so sharp so fresh it digs into the flesh I sit and contemplate which way should I go how deep will it be what direction shall I take I sit with this blade so sharp so fresh I sit and contemplate What's next?