I'm not the same person as i used to be.
I have changed a lot. I have been very emotional. Pain is closer to me than its ever been.
Tears have stayed falling.It seems like they will never keep inside.
Friends are the only thing thats keeping me up right now.
I don't know what to do anymore.
"Why cant it be the way I want it?"and "Why cant you take me for who I am?" Are the questions that I will always want to know the answer to.
This year in my life has been one of the roughest.
I have had many mistakes, Many lies, Many tears, Many rumors, Many players, Many not regrets but lessons learned.
I know as the years go by.....it will just get tougher and tougher.I try and try to make everything better, But it only makes things worse.
So i give up.And I'm done with everything.
Don't feel sorry for me.I hate that.
Its not that I'm miserable, I'm just not happy.
