i wish i would have died
before i got to this point
where everything is upside down
i wish the tears would have stopped
before i got this far
where im dehydrated mentally
mornings i wake with a wet pillow
soaked from the tears which put me to sleep that night
a smile on my face so false even a stranger can tell
inside my heart rate is steadly decreasing
quick inhales but nuthing is helping
lookin deep into my eyes you can see i can't breath
im dying and im glad the time has finally come
no longer do i have to deal with the battle
because the war is now won
letting go giving in
im goin to fall
with no worries on where i land
i can't even breath and i dont care
my body is shutting down for the last time
and im finally at peace