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Subject kinda says it all.
I think I'm gonna make some coffee, because its a hunger suppressant.
And I did that thing where I passed out for thirty minutes and SNAPPED back awake and couldn't sleep because of all the thought and noise running through my head.
*shrugs*
Means the next 40 hours are probably gonna be a complete wash.
... today I told someone about the last time I made a grilled cheese sandwich.
I can remember every time I had cheese in the last year.
2 sausage egg mcmuffins with cheese (and I only got it cuz I had a bogo)
once on my birthday and my parents bought me a deep dish pizza from my favorite pizzareia
and
the pizza I got as soon as I could (the pizza that almost ended my life) after the accident.
Its been almost that long since I wasn't eating just to survive.
...
God I'm hungry.
"I want the good life" came into my head before I got up and wrote this.
I think my perception is so skewed on what that is now, that its probably meager compared to most people's expectations.
...
I'm gonna put almonds in my coffee.
Just try to stop me.
