Ki's blog: "Dreaming..."

Its when I close my eyes to sleep that I feel I am worth it all to you….
You actually miss me…
You long to be with me
Your heart skips a beat in anticipation just thinking about me
Your mind is foggy and clouded with an emotional high
You beleive I’m your soul mate
You trust in a relationship with me
You want more as much as I do
Then I awake…realizing I was just dreaming again…my breathing becomes shallow with the pain that breaks my heart into a million pieces…everytime….everyday...