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Having a really hard day today... My daughter hasnt spoke to me since the day before I had knee surgery back in July.... At that time I found out she had done coke and we both had choice words for one another. I am dying inside not knowing how she is doing. (she will be 21 in feb) Today I drove past the place I last heard her to be staying and she wasnt outside so I was going down the block to turn around and I seen her on the porch of those where she did the dope. That killed me, I just kept driving. My heart is breaking, I want to pull her in and protect her yet there is not a damn thing I can do.
The other thing bothering me is I turn 40 this month. Now there havent been any other birthdays I have had issues with but this one makes me feel like my life is 1/2 over. I know tacky buy seriously.....
I am just havin a bad day all around :(
